college: where you skip class to study for the class
never thought it would be you. You’re so different than anyone I’ve talked to before, but I love that. I’m scared of everything like this with you, but I love that too.
He thinks I might be depressed. I don’t know what to think.
i miss you. still. these past weeks haven’t helped at all. I’ve distracted myself by work and the zoo and all this stress to push you to the back of my mind for a few hours at a time but you are still right there with me every night and when I’m by myself in the car. I haven’t been responding to you. People say it will make me feel better by doing that. But I really just miss you even more. I need you right now. I need you to talk to. I need you to tell me that everything is going to be okay. I just really miss you.